well last night, someone very close to me died. my boyfriend Jacob, and on youtube he's also known as thezexyzexion. he was just as obsessed with kh as i was. ironically my birthday and Jacob's brithday are both on the same day, Dec 5th. he'll be turning 14. just like the title says i guess without him, nothing seems to really matter anymore now that he's gone. everytime i start thinking about him i want to cry, like right now. he even knew who malice mizer was, oh gawd he was perfect. i know it sounds creepy. you're probably wondering what he died of. well as awkward this is going to sound, he died of aids. no he didn't do it you sick perves! XP he got it by blood to blood contact, jesus! as i've said before, life has no meaning now without him.... well probably for the next few days i'm probably going to mourning and crying my eyes out. and before Jacob died he moved to england so i guess i didn't get to even talk to him for one last time, or even see him...



god i'm hopeless.


R.I.P
Jacob Morthe

god i am so sorry if i spelt ur last name wrong jake, god i feel pathetic saying that, jesus...